We are invited to join my best friend out for New Years. I don't want to go. I love my friend. She even bought me a new dress to wear. But! I am trying to not drink. Trying to stay away from smoking. I have been good about not smoking for a year. I have had 3 drinks in the last 6 months. I dont want to go! I don't want to go! I don't want to go!
Social anxiety, trying to control cravings, its all too much. Paying a cover charge to go dance to music I hate? I don't think I should go.
How the hell do I get out of this?
Sculpting life out of fiber, one stitch at a time.
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